Monday, January 30, 2012

train wreck.

I wish I could I just run away to Fiji Island, work at a resort, change my name and be worry-free. or turn back time to year end 2009, where my only worry was whether or not a movie is fully booked, and the only issue to think about is where to have our meal.

those were the days, when things were way much easier. when everyone was still in kuching. when I don't have bills to pay and rent to worry about. when I was as carefree as a bird (?), oblivious to the reality that I should have focused on.

things were done without thinking, friends were all over, and I had fun. 

good times.

things currently aren't as bad as how I might make it look, maybe it is just my hormonal change towards the beginning of a new month. but I still have those sleepless nights, thinking about stuffs that added up to my own internal conflicts.

headaches.

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