2 days before.
the fireworks outside weren't exciting enough to get me to go out and watch. people out there were celebrating the coming of the new year, while I couldn't find that excitement. everyone was around; preparing for the worst yet hoping for the best, although the chance for a miracle to happen was close to zero.
the wee hours of the day.
instant noodles. reminiscing the old days. those laughters. the sound of the machine that broke the silence of dawn. the disturbed sleep.
the day itself.
breakfast: I had my caffeine fix to make up for the sleep I lost the night before. then a simple message that made that day, "the day".
23 days after.
you are still in our mind. still live in our memory. I know I can say that you love us just as much as we love you. the grief, the loss, the depression and sadness that I felt were slowly fading into a memory. there is a ray of happiness again. I am looking forward to the trip to a neighbouring country with my closed friends before heading towards the peninsular, to see that certain someone.
life has to go on. though you're no longer around, you'll still live in us, in our memories, the memories that bond everyone together.
I love you.
always have, always will.
in ever loving memory, of the one whose love is abundant, whose smile warms everyone around;
who brewed the best black coffee and whose lemang was the best I've ever had.
may you rest in peace.
2/6/34 - 2/2/12
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